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You'll never see - the courage I know
Its colors' richness won't appear within your view
I'll never glow - the way that you glow
Your presence dominates the judgements made on you

But as the scenery grows, I see in different lights
The shades and shadows undulate in my perception
My feelings swell and stretch; I see from greater heights
I understand what I am still too proud to mention - to you

You'll say you understand, but you don't understand
You'll say you'd never give up seeing eye to eye
But never is a promise, and you can't afford to lie...

You'll never touch - these things that I hold
The skin of my emotions lies beneath my own
You'll never feel the heat of this soul
My fever burns me deeper than I've ever shown - to you

You'll say, Don't fear your dreams, it's easier than it seems
You'll say you'd never let me fall from hopes so high
But never is a promise and you can't afford to lie...

You'll never live the life that I live
I'll never live the life that wakes me in the night
You'll never hear the message I give
You'll say it looks as though I might give up this fight

But as the scenery grows, I see in different lights
The shades and shadows undulate in my perception
My feelings swell and stretch, I see from greater heights
I realize what I am now too smart to mention - to you

You'll say you understand, you'll never understand
I'll say I'll never wake up knowing how or why
I don't know what to believe in, you don't know who I am
You'll say I need appeasing when I start to cry
But never is a promise and I'll never need a lie....

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ahh yeah besides my feelings ,today was like christmas i recieved 2 letters one from katie in the united kingdom, and one from candase in canada.... which is awsome,
i love it when people write it gives me a feeling of not being alone...and its just good for morale..
my plans are to write back to those whome have the niceness to take 5 mins out of their lives to write someone they dont even know....i hold them higher than those i know that show they care by not caring and or not writting... well i got to go

If you get time write me or send a little love..

Matthew Lacarte
c- co 53rd ltf
Camp phoenix
APO AE 09320

muah to those who show love
~October