yeatsgrave

To say I'm finito is a understatement tonight,

In all actuallity, I'm feeling very low, depressed, even suicidal.

Distance does make the heart grow faint...for some people it causes flaking out.


so I really like sic..right, acutally she blows my brains out..
it seams like she spends more time writing every one else.
she wont give me a addy so i can write her...
she wont hook me up with a number so i can call her...
she hasnt written me....
she will tell other people whats going on in her life but not me

i am so confussed.. i just wished i knew what direction we were going in...

and if she found some one new and didnt want me i could let go beacuse there a millon more people that would like to know me..

im so fucking depressed..

this messege will self destruck on me in 5...4...3...2...1... boom!

ps

people i really like it when you write me , eaven if its a fuck you october...please dont flake out like so many others it keeps me in the right mind set