yeahexactly

So quickly

2 dates kinda happened and 1 bailed.

with the two that happened, one of the has severe x issues and i don't think anything will come of it again.

the other one was more of a friend date and so that is that I think.

I kept getting mixed signals, and she already canceled our plans to hang out again.

I signed up on Fetlife and I'm hoping to meet some new people on there.

Another person responded to my craigslist post. they sound awesome but that leads me to think that maybe

they aren't real...

I'm really just baffled at how bad my luck has been with women lately.

I'm just done getting my hopes up with this whole thing.

In other news life has been good.

I've started jamming with my friends again and that feels wonderful.

but i fear that I've got the flu again.

I hope its just a passing thing.....

oh and I go to my surgical consult again this friday.

Its kinda funny how 3 weeks ago he told me not to do anything "strenuous"

yup thats a fucking check on that one. :/

anyway i now have to decide if im going to get out of bed and go see some friends or lay in bed.

thats kinda tough.