yeahexactly

So its finally friday and for a change i have a date.
well kinda
I think its more of a friend date but reguardless I get to drink and smoke with good looking chicks.
I had a real date set up for saturday that I was really excited about but it looks like that has fallen through, she has some concerns and while they're legit, Id rather always follow my heart and wish for the best.

the hip has been good, but i've also been pretty stoned lately.
I started stretching a little bit again, I hate the feeling of not limbering up at all.
It kills me enough to not work out, so I figure a little stretching isn't over doing it.
My appointment to see the surgeon is for next week so hopefully we find something out this time...

I've made it a rule that I'm not going to trip again until some good things have started to happen
last time I had far too many harsh memories haunting me and I don't want that to happen again.

I've started jamming again with my friends and that feels amazing. and I cant wait to do it while tripping!
the last time it just felt so amazing, like i was bearing (SP?) my soul.
they hvnt looked at me playing bass the same since, fortunately in a good way
I just felt such a connection from the earth, to my body, to the instrument, to my soul, and then to the universe (ten thousand things). It was beautiful.

I finally started to decorate my room!!!
and goddamnit has it made a difference, I feel comfortable here.
Its no longer Katy's room, or our room. Its all mine
A friend of mine went with me and we got a huge tapestry for the ceiling and he helped me hang some paintings and its really coming together. Now all I need to is to hang a few more shelves for candles and it will be almost done. I have a few Lebowski-fest posters coming in the mail and those will "Really tie the room together"

anyway i should get out of bed and start cleaning incase i have company tonight.
I doubt it but what could it hurt right?

Todays going to be a good day even if i have to make it so.
I'm going to make it mine.