yeahexactly

i have so much hate

and i hurt so much.

i just want to let it go.

katy went back to matt after she stayed with me.

she put her arms around me, and then went back to him.

he got physical with her again and apparently she finally fought back.

she called the cops and is supposedly pressing charges.

i dont want to care and this is unforgivable

she laid in my bed and had her arms around me, and then went back to him.

i just want to vomit

i want to forget about her forever.

i hate the person i loved the most.

I have never let anyone that close to me and this is what i get.