yeahexactly

Alright

I'm feeling weak lately.

I really miss my x.

I keep feeling that I made a mistake.

really I think its much more of the security that I miss.

To be totally honest sex is also a big factor

But mostly its the companionship.

the whole situation is only made worse by the face that it seems I can't get a date to save my life.

Which isn't totally true.

I can't get a date with anyone at or above my x's level to save my life.

Also all the girls I've been meeting are some form of Kate. either with a k or a c.

I'm totally baffled by girls. They give me their number and then don't call/text me back at all. or just to say

they'll call or text back and then don't.

I feel all shaken up inside. just totally unsettled.

ohh and to help things along everyone seems to be getting married.



seriously everyone cut that out!

were all far too young to be getting married.

happy couples make me sick.