Back home after my chamber choir concert. I had a solo in it which did go ok but I was so nervous for some reason that I was visibily shaking. I genuinely thought I was going to collapse. And then I was so terrified of that, that it made the shaking worse. 
Boo hiss. Oh well. I am just buzzed now though cos I haven't sung properly in a couple of years and I forgot how much I love being immersed in sexy creamy harmonies of 30 people all singing as one. Love it.
So glad I stuck with the choir. (I am so flaky with hobbies
) and then there's the other brilliant side of doing the choir: GIRLS. cute, gorgeous, talented singy girls. Who unsuspectingly know that there is a pervy lesbian in their midst. MWAHAHA. I'm in the Alto section so we're all the cool low-singing girls, usually smokers who turn up late cos we were in the pub. And now I'm super excited because we starting an all girls barbershop. We gonna do a whole range of stuff, from like Mister Sandman and Chordettes bits and pieces to like that. Maybe throw in some 30s-50s Blues and Rock Classics. I cannae wait. Oh and some jokesy a cappella stuff. yayness.
But back on the girl front. I am ridiculously emphatuated with one of the conductors.
She's just one of these passionate, enthusiastic, inspiring kind of people. She just has this fantastic energy when she walks in a room, it's infectious. Me being the pathetic lmao that I am was reduced to like a teenage pubepescent boy. Saying stupid stuff, making jokes that just aren't funny and thinking *stupid stupid stupid facepalm*, laughing way tooooo much and blushing. 
It's so lame haha. Particularly seeing as 1) she's clearly straight 2) I'm not actually interested in actually being with anyone right now, I'm just happy appreciating beautiful women wherever I see them. 
and 3) erm. I don't know. That's it's just kinda of sad haha.
Oooh and I might be buying a drum kit. Possibly tomorrow or Sunday. Exciting! Haven't had a kit since I was like 13. Just a lil concerned that it's been a bit of whim decision. I do have the money for once.
which is so very very rare. (Possible because when I do have money I decide to do stupid things like buy drum kits. haha).
I'm not even sure if I have enough space for it! Atm it looks like it's going in the shed. eep! We shall see what happens. If I can get it sorted that my band will finally be able to practice properly. Hurray Actually I'm kinda in two bands. One serious with few guys for my uni and another with a bunch of lesbians which is super fun times because we just play cheesy, 90s boyband pop and punk rock bands etc. I just love belting down a mike "I fell in love with a girl at a rock show....". he he.
right I'm off now. I'm having a lovely evening getting high with some friends that I love tres much. Staying in is so underrated when you have company like this.
Boo hiss. Oh well. I am just buzzed now though cos I haven't sung properly in a couple of years and I forgot how much I love being immersed in sexy creamy harmonies of 30 people all singing as one. Love it.
So glad I stuck with the choir. (I am so flaky with hobbies
) and then there's the other brilliant side of doing the choir: GIRLS. cute, gorgeous, talented singy girls. Who unsuspectingly know that there is a pervy lesbian in their midst. MWAHAHA. I'm in the Alto section so we're all the cool low-singing girls, usually smokers who turn up late cos we were in the pub. And now I'm super excited because we starting an all girls barbershop. We gonna do a whole range of stuff, from like Mister Sandman and Chordettes bits and pieces to like that. Maybe throw in some 30s-50s Blues and Rock Classics. I cannae wait. Oh and some jokesy a cappella stuff. yayness.
But back on the girl front. I am ridiculously emphatuated with one of the conductors.
She's just one of these passionate, enthusiastic, inspiring kind of people. She just has this fantastic energy when she walks in a room, it's infectious. Me being the pathetic lmao that I am was reduced to like a teenage pubepescent boy. Saying stupid stuff, making jokes that just aren't funny and thinking *stupid stupid stupid facepalm*, laughing way tooooo much and blushing. It's so lame haha. Particularly seeing as 1) she's clearly straight 2) I'm not actually interested in actually being with anyone right now, I'm just happy appreciating beautiful women wherever I see them. and 3) erm. I don't know. That's it's just kinda of sad haha.
Oooh and I might be buying a drum kit. Possibly tomorrow or Sunday. Exciting! Haven't had a kit since I was like 13. Just a lil concerned that it's been a bit of whim decision. I do have the money for once.
which is so very very rare. (Possible because when I do have money I decide to do stupid things like buy drum kits. haha).
I'm not even sure if I have enough space for it! Atm it looks like it's going in the shed. eep! We shall see what happens. If I can get it sorted that my band will finally be able to practice properly. Hurray
Actually I'm kinda in two bands. One serious with few guys for my uni and another with a bunch of lesbians which is super fun times because we just play cheesy, 90s boyband pop and punk rock bands etc. I just love belting down a mike "I fell in love with a girl at a rock show....". he he.
right I'm off now. I'm having a lovely evening getting high with some friends that I love tres much. Staying in is so underrated when you have company like this.
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right I'm off now. I'm having a lovely evening getting high with some friends that I love tres much. Staying in is so underrated when you have company like this. smile
Hell Yah!!
Still not sure about the drumkit. It could be symptomatic of an early mid-life-crisis. oh dear.
xx