Okay...I'm in a much better place mentally than I was a few weeks ago. Thanks for all the Birthday wishes, it was really nice to see that.
For those of you that don't know I've got a history of alcohol and drug abuse and what happened is that I went out and got really fucked up the Sunday Chuck was out of town. So much for my two years being drug free
. Looking back at the events leading up to it it's not really all that suprising. One of my biggest problems is the fact that I don't deal with being alone very well and with all the things I had been cutting back on so I could concentrate on piano I'd been isolating myself from any semblance of a suport network. Including here.
So I've made some changes. I'm back at Aikido a few weeks before I'd planned to be. My involvement with the archery club is going to be a little more social, I'm actually going to get to know people there as opposed to just shooting at targets and going home. Finally after two and a half years in NA I've actually got a sponser and am going to work the 12 steps.
There is no fucking way I am going to go back to the way I was a few years ago and what happened that Sunday night was a big wake up call for me how much work I've still got to do dealing with my issues.
In much better news, I've heard from a very reliable source (Chuck) that Kristin feels the same way about me that I do about her
For those of you that don't know I've got a history of alcohol and drug abuse and what happened is that I went out and got really fucked up the Sunday Chuck was out of town. So much for my two years being drug free
. Looking back at the events leading up to it it's not really all that suprising. One of my biggest problems is the fact that I don't deal with being alone very well and with all the things I had been cutting back on so I could concentrate on piano I'd been isolating myself from any semblance of a suport network. Including here.
So I've made some changes. I'm back at Aikido a few weeks before I'd planned to be. My involvement with the archery club is going to be a little more social, I'm actually going to get to know people there as opposed to just shooting at targets and going home. Finally after two and a half years in NA I've actually got a sponser and am going to work the 12 steps.
There is no fucking way I am going to go back to the way I was a few years ago and what happened that Sunday night was a big wake up call for me how much work I've still got to do dealing with my issues.
In much better news, I've heard from a very reliable source (Chuck) that Kristin feels the same way about me that I do about her
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Pounce! You can do it!...
The hole wasn't all that big - it had to be about four feet deep - I just happened to hit rock about a foot and a half down, soI had to spend a whole lot of time fiddling with a stone drill, since no one else on the crew had ever used one before. Alas, it's back to the bakery for me tomorrow.