yardysenorita

Legs open, keep smiling PERFECT!
As soon as the smile fades and the questions start, things aren't so peachy though.
Pisces, they're known for being able to lead double lives, known for being secretive.
Only lovers but doesn't a lover deserve to know the truth?
Mistakes have been made, I've allowed my heart to get caught up in his charm. The truth! I blinded myself from it. I didn't want to open my eyes to it, because I was in love, and I didn't want to have to end a friendship that I enjoyed. It had to end I don't think we could resist the temptation to open legs and keep smiling. Made to feel like a little girl lost in depths she can't handle. If it were water I'd drown. I feel weak. I have to battle my own heart. STOP! Just quit feeling, turn cold be heartless for once. Be casual, be selfish. The selfish ones remain happy. Don't turn into a bag lady, drop them quick! I'm better than this, I know it, and the fish does too. I like simple, I like growth, and I enjoy depth and meaning. The fish is not simple, we can't grow there's no depth to us or meaning. Just satisfaction of the flesh, lust.
I told the fish what I was thinking, it was labelled drama! Nope, not drama, just an observation but I guess I got his back up! Pleasures. Not for men!
Fell asleep last night feeling fine, knowing that a few months down the line it will all seem pointless, all these emotions I feel, they'll turn into emotions I felt! I may even look back and think "how?" That's down the line though, so I woke up this morning feeling sick!
Switch my phone off, go missing to the world for a while. To forget the fish, ignore everyone. Weak!