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Thursday Oct 04, 2012

Oct 4, 2012
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I've lost a whole group of friends over these past few years.
I lost 2.
That I used to have great times with, for years.
We all get served some awesomely horrible shit pie.
No one wants it, but we still have to fucking eat it.
I just lost my best friend of nearly 10 years, because she's a fucking psychotic mess, and it hurts more than anything in my world. But I have to tough it out like a big boy.
I don't want to.
I want to kick and scream and punch things and cry all day,
but I don't
And there's no one who truly understands at the time. It seems no one can console you. So you're on your own, with these horrible feelings to deal with and you don't really know how.

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