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So I'm sitting here in a black tshirt, purpley-pinkish socks, and bright blue garments...listening to Infant Sorrow, and thinking about him. Actually texting him too. I haven't talked to someone this much...almost ever. I love it. Getting texts from him lights up my face and gives me this giddy, yet serene happy feeling. It's gotten to the point that I anticipate his texts so much that I grab at my phone as soon as I hear it chime. I've gone all goofy, stoopid, and corny. I only met him at the end of May, but I've got quite the crush on him. It hit me as soon as I got a look at him, and i didn't even see his face for a while! I immediately sensed something and thought he was really cute. I really wanted to talk to him, and I'm so happy that his friend was drunk enough to start up a random conversation with me. Yay for that! XD I barely know him, but that's slowly changing with random conversations and that good ol' question game everyone loves to play. Oh, did I mention he lives about 8 hours away?? Yea...major buzz kill there. And he's 3 years younger than me. 0.0 That's a huge new one for me! 6 years OLDER has been my average. Age really is nothing but a number. Gah! Why do I have to like someone who lives so far away?? At least he isn't all the way in Florida, like my friend's boyfriend. *shrug* Just gunna sit back, enjoy the ride, and see where it takes us...right? Why not! It's not living if you try to control everything and you're way too cautious. Live, dude! Do you.
I also don't remember when I've truly just been my full weird self around anyone, except a couple of my best friends. It's amazing when you have another oddball to be odd with.


I like his smile; I like his voice; I like his beiberish hair (it's fun to play with, okay?!); I like his goofy humor; I like his friends...And they all like me. :3

I can't wait to see him again. Which is definitely mid October *heart breaks* or possibly sooner if there is a special bus trip visit. We'll see I guess, right?