yap

Okay, it's official. I'm 100% single again. Honestly, it's for the best. I still strongly desire to be the young, wild buck that I am. Not that I was contemplating marrying this new guy, but isn't that the purpose of dating? To find your life mate? I don't date just to fool around for a few months. So, since I date for serious, and I'm only 22, so eff that. I also didn't click with the new guy. Not even close to the way I've felt with other guys. It definitely didn't help that things moved really fast. He is a great guy though. Treated me pretty well. A lot better than any of the other overly emotional dick bags I dated for 8 months-2 yrs. And overly is an understatement for sure. One would shut down randomly in a clinically depressed fog, and the other still has such low self esteem that he literally sobs nearly every fucking day. No joke. What person wants to coddle their mate EVERY TIME they're together?! Fuck that noise. But, I'll admit that I'm a sarcastic, kind of rough around the edges kinda girl... But his vagina was at least thrice mine. The only time I cried that often was when I had gastritis for a little over a week, and I only cried the last week. Turns out it had gotten so severe that I nearly had to go to the ER.
Back to my point. My ex bf's are fat twats I and one needs his diaper changed every 4 hours, and if you lose your patience, better put on a helmet and some ear plugs in. Baby needs everything his way. I wish his new gf the best of luck.
So, yea... young, single and twat free is the way to be! Wow... still holding a grudge. Well, he was and probably is still talking shit about me. I said nothing ill toward him until I found out about the unnecessary shit talking a couple of weeks ago. He Thinks I still want him back. Hahahahahaha!!! Sorry ya chubby, unattractive emotional war zone. I'm done playing mom.


p.s. The most recent guy who I unfortunately didn't click with is still cool with me. He's more mature than the others and may remain a friend? Or at least friendly? If you read this, I want to apologize for taking so long to reach a conclusion with you, and I hope there are no hard feelings. You're alright in my book, and I hope I'm the same in yours.


One more thing:
I was just thinking, and realized that I've never been happy in any relationship. Not truly. I've been much happier when I was single. let's keep the happy and leave those twats to rot in their garbage dump lives!


This looks too good to be wasting away in a cry baby's shadow.