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I've been living on YouTube for the past few days. Well...Not yesterday or Saturday. Those 2 days were spent celebrating my friend, Frank's birthday and all of us watched the royal rumble last night. It was awesome! SANTINO SHOULD'VE WON!!!!!
Besides those two days though, the past 3 days (last thursday, friday and today) were spent all over YouTube and Facebook here and there.
I watched a ton of puppet videos and some furry vids too. I'm sorry, but they just look so cuddly! I can't help myself sometimes.
I need to stay away from Facebook though....I just went to my ex's page and saw that he's now in a relationship. I never totally understand the feelings we have about someone who we chose to leave and honestly don't want back. I don't like it. I wanna be 100% happy, but a part of me is weirded out by it. He got lucky, she's really pretty. I hope he doesn't weep and sob his way out of this one too.
Aside from all this, I'm back down to...well...0 hours at work. And I'm still applying but no luck. Anyone know a good corner? I'm starting to get super nervous about money...I get payed a bit on Friday, and my cats have enough for the week, but I can't even buy anything the whole week. Not even food for myself. I have to pick at whatever mom will let me have. And I have something weird going on with my stomach and lower esophagus. It hurts to consume anything...even water! I'm falling apart guys. Next thing my hair will start to fall out!!!!!1
I need cheering up big time. *sigh*
Sorry for the mini emo rant.....I feel like that's all I do now. Harumph!