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Going to the Apocalyptica & Dir En Grey concert tonight in teh city wiff my bestie, Natasha. =3


And also most likely going to run into Alex...the ex....the ex who didn't wish me a happy bday or see how I was doing after my friend passed away at the end of June. We broke up mutually and said we wanted to stay friends....That self absorbed, immature little prick doesn't even talk to me....I don't get it. It upsets me. He totally doesn't respect me and doesn't really care. And yet I miss him. I still care about him....but I'm more angry, and getting more so as each day passes. I have to stop. I need to stop. I am actually having a good time being single, but the lonely moments totally blow. I just wanna cuddle......I just want to be able to talk to him and be okay. We don't have to hangout and really be friends, but it would be nice to talk...to remain at least an aquaintance.....He's so fucking immature and really only cared about his own feelings. Cry baby bitch.




Shit.


I'm still going to have fun at the concert, despite the fact that he'll be there! He'll see me having an excellent time, looking all adorable-like in my dress. Psh!
And then, Natasha and I will travel across town and get my ears pierced! Hopefully I can get all 5 at once, and a discount! =D










I <3 Apocalyptica! Awesome cellists with a rocker twist. The one on the right is hawt.