I think I was starting to make myself sick. I went out just about every night over the past week and a half....my nose and throat are kinda wonky, and I was constantly tired. *shrug*
I took it easy yesterday and also got out of work early, but only to go to another doctor for my ankle. But still, being at the doctor has become less tiresome and stressful than being at my office job. I've become numb to all these doctor visits. I've been going constantly since August 2009 for my ankle, along with some routine doctor visits for my teeth and crotch. XD I have my last Gardasil shot this month! So excited for that! haha that's so sad.
So, work was work yesterday, and I was WAY exhausted. I felt like total shit. I think the fact that I was in a WAY good, bubbly, perky, upbeat, hyper retarded mood the other day. It was so bizarre...I was really really happy on monday. And I only got 3 hours of sleep the night before. I don't get it. I was having an excellent day. I think my brain was fried and deteriorating that day. I especially think so, because
1 - I didn't make much sense that day.
2 - I felt like I was dying yesterday (the next day). I was tired, my nose and throat were worse, and I just couldn't shake it. I was literally dragging my feet.
But I did actually shake it for a short time, after my doctor visit at 3pm yesterday. I got new xrays taken, and he found something! I would say something new, but I doubt it's new, since I haven't fallen since that one awful night back in July. He said it looked like there's a bone fragment in my ankle, which could be irritating my tendons n' such. I remember being told a while back, and being shown on my other xrays, that it looked like there was a calcium deposit there from when I fractured my leg back in 9th grade. I'm thinking maybe that was the bone fragment hiding oddly. The new doctor said they probably missed the fragment back then....Those xrays are from back in '09, so I'm thinking that the fragment has been moving, so now it's no longer hiding. From what I can remember, in the xray from yesterday, it looked like the bone was loose between my round ankle bone and other bones....Yea, I'm no doctor, so I don't know the real names...haha
I'm going to get an ultrasound on Friday, so I should be getting definite results soon. I CAN'T FUCKING BELIEVE IT!!!!!
I can't believe that I may have finally reached the end of this constant, irritating pain!
If this is it, then I'm guessing I'll be getting minor surgery to have the bone fragment taken out, and then after the recovery, I'll be healed! I'll be able to workout like a normal, healthy individual! I can start my trainer sessions again!!! I can finally get in real shape and feel alive not only mentally (like I am now) but also physically! I actually cried for a minute yesterday...haha...I really hope that this is it.
Everyone, cross for fingers!! I'm not religious, but let's all pray for this being it! Pray that I have finally found the answer and can really be healed for good!!!
I took it easy yesterday and also got out of work early, but only to go to another doctor for my ankle. But still, being at the doctor has become less tiresome and stressful than being at my office job. I've become numb to all these doctor visits. I've been going constantly since August 2009 for my ankle, along with some routine doctor visits for my teeth and crotch. XD I have my last Gardasil shot this month! So excited for that! haha that's so sad.
So, work was work yesterday, and I was WAY exhausted. I felt like total shit. I think the fact that I was in a WAY good, bubbly, perky, upbeat, hyper retarded mood the other day. It was so bizarre...I was really really happy on monday. And I only got 3 hours of sleep the night before. I don't get it. I was having an excellent day. I think my brain was fried and deteriorating that day. I especially think so, because
1 - I didn't make much sense that day.
2 - I felt like I was dying yesterday (the next day). I was tired, my nose and throat were worse, and I just couldn't shake it. I was literally dragging my feet.
But I did actually shake it for a short time, after my doctor visit at 3pm yesterday. I got new xrays taken, and he found something! I would say something new, but I doubt it's new, since I haven't fallen since that one awful night back in July. He said it looked like there's a bone fragment in my ankle, which could be irritating my tendons n' such. I remember being told a while back, and being shown on my other xrays, that it looked like there was a calcium deposit there from when I fractured my leg back in 9th grade. I'm thinking maybe that was the bone fragment hiding oddly. The new doctor said they probably missed the fragment back then....Those xrays are from back in '09, so I'm thinking that the fragment has been moving, so now it's no longer hiding. From what I can remember, in the xray from yesterday, it looked like the bone was loose between my round ankle bone and other bones....Yea, I'm no doctor, so I don't know the real names...haha
I'm going to get an ultrasound on Friday, so I should be getting definite results soon. I CAN'T FUCKING BELIEVE IT!!!!!
I can't believe that I may have finally reached the end of this constant, irritating pain!
If this is it, then I'm guessing I'll be getting minor surgery to have the bone fragment taken out, and then after the recovery, I'll be healed! I'll be able to workout like a normal, healthy individual! I can start my trainer sessions again!!! I can finally get in real shape and feel alive not only mentally (like I am now) but also physically! I actually cried for a minute yesterday...haha...I really hope that this is it.
Everyone, cross for fingers!! I'm not religious, but let's all pray for this being it! Pray that I have finally found the answer and can really be healed for good!!!