yap

I'm falling apart....relationship issues suck and it's even worse when your bf says he doesn't know what he wants to do. So I'm stuck here, waiting for him to make a choice, because I know I want to be with him. I want us to be able to work through our issues and I want to end up with him in the end. But it's hard to have any hope for the future when he won't even kiss you or let you kiss him. He should just end it already so I can mourn something real. I've been crying on an off for the past week. I'm tired of this crap and just want something to happen. I can't stand sitting here, feeling useless and hopeless, not knowing what will happen.

If he does breakup with me......I've got to prepare for a huge depression and pathetic lifestyle for a while. Wish me luck with this shitty situation.












fuck.