Nothing can cheer me up faster or better than Tenacious D and their kickass music! 
Work consisted of empytness yesterday, with moments of dwg folding to ship out....Went to my Gamestop after work to pick up Mass Effect 2!!! But I can't play it yet....I have to finish the first one. lol
I want to kill my friend Tom. He and I have a bit of a history, but we're still friends...but it's awkward because he doesn't really know how to be friends with a girl, let alone one he's slept with. He just can't be normal...can't not hit on me! And of course I'm still attracted lol....especially now that he's in the gym and I made the grave mistake of feeling his bicep yesterday which activated an immediate grin and glaring eyes. hahaha My coworker also teased me about my flirting (I can't help it!! *sigh*) and jokingly asked if we had history....she told me the red started at my neck and flushed all the way up into my face...I was bright red! I could feel the heat of the blushing! Yea, when I blush there's no gauge...it's total meltdown in my face and even my ears! My ears burn so bad!
There's just something about a guy who works out...who takes care of himself...It's HAWT! lol
I hate when boys make me all flustered.....
And I went stoopid and weighed myself last night....I had a bit of a meltdown....I'm 10 lbs more than I thought i was......uuuggghhh!!! Why do I even let it bother me so much! Numbers aren't even accurate to what you really are! I'm naturally more muscular, so even though I'm 180lbs, I sure as hell don't look it motherfucker. I'd be round if I did...I'm only 5'5" so it should look like alot more....Thank GOD I don't look my weight....I'm not saying I'm smokin hot, not even close, but come on.....Do you think I look this heavy? lol....And think about it...if I was the weight that I'm 'supposed' to be, which is I think in the 120's, then I'd look disgusting. I'd be a skeleton....EWWWW..Sorry, but I want to have an ass that I can sit on. I don't want to slide off my chair. lol
I got more anti inflammatories from my dr. last night...my ankle is still swollen with some fluid in them thar hills, but it appears fine otherwise....no tears, breaks or improper healing apparantly......wish me luck with this bullshit!
Work consisted of empytness yesterday, with moments of dwg folding to ship out....Went to my Gamestop after work to pick up Mass Effect 2!!! But I can't play it yet....I have to finish the first one. lol
I want to kill my friend Tom. He and I have a bit of a history, but we're still friends...but it's awkward because he doesn't really know how to be friends with a girl, let alone one he's slept with. He just can't be normal...can't not hit on me! And of course I'm still attracted lol....especially now that he's in the gym and I made the grave mistake of feeling his bicep yesterday which activated an immediate grin and glaring eyes. hahaha My coworker also teased me about my flirting (I can't help it!! *sigh*) and jokingly asked if we had history....she told me the red started at my neck and flushed all the way up into my face...I was bright red! I could feel the heat of the blushing! Yea, when I blush there's no gauge...it's total meltdown in my face and even my ears! My ears burn so bad!
There's just something about a guy who works out...who takes care of himself...It's HAWT! lol
I hate when boys make me all flustered.....
And I went stoopid and weighed myself last night....I had a bit of a meltdown....I'm 10 lbs more than I thought i was......uuuggghhh!!! Why do I even let it bother me so much! Numbers aren't even accurate to what you really are! I'm naturally more muscular, so even though I'm 180lbs, I sure as hell don't look it motherfucker. I'd be round if I did...I'm only 5'5" so it should look like alot more....Thank GOD I don't look my weight....I'm not saying I'm smokin hot, not even close, but come on.....Do you think I look this heavy? lol....And think about it...if I was the weight that I'm 'supposed' to be, which is I think in the 120's, then I'd look disgusting. I'd be a skeleton....EWWWW..Sorry, but I want to have an ass that I can sit on. I don't want to slide off my chair. lol
I got more anti inflammatories from my dr. last night...my ankle is still swollen with some fluid in them thar hills, but it appears fine otherwise....no tears, breaks or improper healing apparantly......wish me luck with this bullshit!