Kinda wanna burst into flames right now. I'd finally be warm at work! I think my boss also uses this place as a freezer to store meat for clients...it's FREEZING here! I'm wearing a thin long sleeve shirt, a thin sweater (why the thin layers? hell if I know...), a pea coat and fingerless gloves (would be fingered [lol, dirty thoughts], but that makes working on the computer more difficult.).
Things with the bf are still wtf....I texted him this morning and he says he still wants to be with me and that I'm not a burden (I asked if I was). I don't really know how to talk to him anymore, because whenever I've brought anything up in person, he starts to cry a little bit, and doesn't talk.....oy...I feel like the boyfriend way too much here....I'm growing very tired of all of this, and I'm starting to get angry every time something goes wrong....And whenever I'm upset about something, somehow he twists it into him getting really upset, and them like, giving him a pep-talk to try to get him out of that pissy mood he's put himself in. AHH! Why do I love him so? We've been together for about a year and a half.....Sometimes I wonder how long it'll last....I'm being stretched way too thin with all this moody backwards bullshit CRAAAP.
ANYwho! This is a 3 day work week, and with the aid of some alcohol, Thanksgiving shouldn't be too bad.....My grandma is kinda crazy (what 86 year old woman isn't? hah), but I still love her. And my uncle (mom's bro) is a bit of a loud mouth know-it-all. He's royally f*ked up his son, who's now a drug dealing, gun toting lost soul. I pray that he comes out of all of that okay....I don't want him stuck in that world. He's most likely not coming to Turkey Day though. And honestly, if that were my son....I'd give him an ultimatum. Either come home and sort your shit out, or go to jail.
WHY SO NEGATIVE THESE PAST FEW DAYS?!
I finally finished Assassin's Creed 1! So happy! This weekend I'm going to start the second one and drool all over my controller as I play.
Oh snap! I get to give my little 4 1/2 lb yorkie a bath and a shave today! That little ol' girl is so stinky! lol yea, she's 12, so she gets kinda smelly real easy. But she's just so darn cute!!
That was taken about 3 years ago...she's so cute and bloated! XD
Things with the bf are still wtf....I texted him this morning and he says he still wants to be with me and that I'm not a burden (I asked if I was). I don't really know how to talk to him anymore, because whenever I've brought anything up in person, he starts to cry a little bit, and doesn't talk.....oy...I feel like the boyfriend way too much here....I'm growing very tired of all of this, and I'm starting to get angry every time something goes wrong....And whenever I'm upset about something, somehow he twists it into him getting really upset, and them like, giving him a pep-talk to try to get him out of that pissy mood he's put himself in. AHH! Why do I love him so? We've been together for about a year and a half.....Sometimes I wonder how long it'll last....I'm being stretched way too thin with all this moody backwards bullshit CRAAAP.
ANYwho! This is a 3 day work week, and with the aid of some alcohol, Thanksgiving shouldn't be too bad.....My grandma is kinda crazy (what 86 year old woman isn't? hah), but I still love her. And my uncle (mom's bro) is a bit of a loud mouth know-it-all. He's royally f*ked up his son, who's now a drug dealing, gun toting lost soul. I pray that he comes out of all of that okay....I don't want him stuck in that world. He's most likely not coming to Turkey Day though. And honestly, if that were my son....I'd give him an ultimatum. Either come home and sort your shit out, or go to jail.
WHY SO NEGATIVE THESE PAST FEW DAYS?!
I finally finished Assassin's Creed 1! So happy! This weekend I'm going to start the second one and drool all over my controller as I play.
Oh snap! I get to give my little 4 1/2 lb yorkie a bath and a shave today! That little ol' girl is so stinky! lol yea, she's 12, so she gets kinda smelly real easy. But she's just so darn cute!!
That was taken about 3 years ago...she's so cute and bloated! XD
I'm still on edge about it....still alert to crap that may repeat itself, but not looking for something to be upset over. So, we'll see, I suppose!
And I'm def. on the same page with out when it comes to the happy vs. unhappy. I thank god I'm not one of those weak clingy girls who hold on until there's not only no breath left in the relationship, but it's also rotted and has gathered quite the maggot swarm. XP
Thanks again for the words