Help me out here...I just don't get it.
Things have become retarded with the boyfriend...it seems to me that he doesn't really know the workings of a relationship. Everything's pretty much gotta go his way, or one/both of us gets upset. Last weekend I was upstate, and this weekend I went to his house friday night at 10pm, was awake for however long, and then left at 8am because he had work. For the other hours of friday and saturday we both had other plans. And today, he doesn't feel like hanging out. He's got "a bit of a headache" and is just going to lay around in his room. Why not lay around with me? We don't even do anything anyways, and even more so since I've injured my ankle and haven't been able to much for a few months (yea, lol...I'm a walking hazard. When I hurt myself I go epic with it =D). And it's not like I can complain to him about me missing him or whatever. We don't really see each other that much anymore. I have work till 5 everyday, and he's got work and school. Which I understand....I never see him during daylight hours expect for sundays. Which haven't existed these past 2 weeks. And get this....I had lipstick on the other night, and he wouldn't kiss me because of it....at one point I kissed him and giggled, because a little of it got on him. We were alone in his room, not doing anything, and gets fucking upset by that. Yea, you can be annoyed, but to let it upset you and have us get into another fight? (When we fight, it's not yelling...it's both of us going all emo, huffing and puffing and crying. lol we're idiots)....I'm just saying...I don't get it....I love being with him all the time, as much as possible......but that's been fading for him I guess? He's so sensitive...it's driving me absolutely insane...I want to punch him in the face and scream at him to grow a set.
I don't suppose I'm really giving much of a good story about us, let alone much of one at all....I'm just venting I guess....but my happiness is fading more and more because this crap keeps happening. The same drama repeats every single time, and he's learned basically nothing. I'm trying so hard to make everything okay...to act like everything's okay.....maybe if I just let it slide, and not make it a big deal, he'll eventually want to see me more? I've tried speaking to him multiple times and it feels like nothing's changed. I love him, and it's killing me.
Okay....I think I've embarrassed myself enough on here....If you're still reading this, I feel so sorry for you and apologize that I've wasted your time with such nonsense.
Have a good night guys! <3
Things have become retarded with the boyfriend...it seems to me that he doesn't really know the workings of a relationship. Everything's pretty much gotta go his way, or one/both of us gets upset. Last weekend I was upstate, and this weekend I went to his house friday night at 10pm, was awake for however long, and then left at 8am because he had work. For the other hours of friday and saturday we both had other plans. And today, he doesn't feel like hanging out. He's got "a bit of a headache" and is just going to lay around in his room. Why not lay around with me? We don't even do anything anyways, and even more so since I've injured my ankle and haven't been able to much for a few months (yea, lol...I'm a walking hazard. When I hurt myself I go epic with it =D). And it's not like I can complain to him about me missing him or whatever. We don't really see each other that much anymore. I have work till 5 everyday, and he's got work and school. Which I understand....I never see him during daylight hours expect for sundays. Which haven't existed these past 2 weeks. And get this....I had lipstick on the other night, and he wouldn't kiss me because of it....at one point I kissed him and giggled, because a little of it got on him. We were alone in his room, not doing anything, and gets fucking upset by that. Yea, you can be annoyed, but to let it upset you and have us get into another fight? (When we fight, it's not yelling...it's both of us going all emo, huffing and puffing and crying. lol we're idiots)....I'm just saying...I don't get it....I love being with him all the time, as much as possible......but that's been fading for him I guess? He's so sensitive...it's driving me absolutely insane...I want to punch him in the face and scream at him to grow a set.
I don't suppose I'm really giving much of a good story about us, let alone much of one at all....I'm just venting I guess....but my happiness is fading more and more because this crap keeps happening. The same drama repeats every single time, and he's learned basically nothing. I'm trying so hard to make everything okay...to act like everything's okay.....maybe if I just let it slide, and not make it a big deal, he'll eventually want to see me more? I've tried speaking to him multiple times and it feels like nothing's changed. I love him, and it's killing me.
Okay....I think I've embarrassed myself enough on here....If you're still reading this, I feel so sorry for you and apologize that I've wasted your time with such nonsense.
Have a good night guys! <3