yajramok

Leaving for Boise in the morning to go see my brother play in the humanitarian bowl game. He is the star receiver for the university of Idaho. If anyone reads this watch the game and look for number 22 for Idaho when they are on offense. That's my bro!!!

Other wise I'm just super super confused about the whole girl thing right now. Hung out with the kind of ex Saturday night and I'm mad confused about how I feel about the girl I'm with and the sort of ex. I call her the sort of ex because we hung out for like 3 months and she said she wasn't ready for a real relationship and since then we go through spurts were we treat eachother civil and then yell and scream at eachother. She's finally willing to be serious with me, BUT she's going on vacation to the Dominican republic for two weeks starting wednesday with her boyfriend who she is probably going to move to Canada with. As for me I live my girly and have for two years, but I've never been able to forget the sort of ex and think that if I don't act on it I will always have that what-if nagging in the back of my head. She told me today that she feels like I am that what-if for her too and that if I were single she would want to date me. So more or less do I go with the person who I am more stable with or the person who I feel more strongly toward? I have no idea.