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i think its time i updated this thing

i was going to make this a long blog, i had things in my head i wanted to write down but now as i sit here i dont know what to put or how to write the things i wanted to, i guess it must be old age. Christmas has thankfully passed us by, it's not a good time of year for us, it is filled with sad memories. pLus this year i am jobless and without benefits at the moment, which means i cannot spoil the one i love or buy things for our precious little boy.

3 years ago Alice came in to my life, since then i havent always treated her fairly, i havent always been honest with her over little things and this has ruined the relationship we had, i have broken her heart many times by being a complete idiot and not being honest, i cannot repair the damage i have caused and i may never be her hero again. why the fuck have i hurt her so much? she is the one person in my life i can rely on and trust, she means far more to me than any other person who has ever been in my life, and yet i treat her unfairly. i am going to try my hardest to repair any damage i can and get back to being her hero.

theres no need for anyone to comment on the above

Alice, i know you dont like this band but i just want you to listen to it, i want to say Sorry






any way i think thats all for now, i will try to update more often