well ok so heres a new blog from me at last, i know i'm a lazy fuck and havent done a blog for a while.
I'm back from my little trip to see my parents in Swindon, i'm really not a family man in the respect of i have to keep in touch regularly with my family, but i thought i ought to go see my parents. i havent really spoken to either of my brothers for fucking ages, and by ages i dont mean a few months, my eldest brother i havent spoken to properly for about 2 years and as for my other brother fuck knows how many years it has been, weve not been on good terms since i was 15/16.
while i was in Swindon i took time to see a friend i hadnt seen for 2 years, ive known him and his wife for about 13 years and ive seen their 2 kids grow up, they are now 10 and 8 years old. it was great to see them all again and good to hear of his tales as a traffic officer and collision investigator in the Wiltshire Constabulary. I met him when we both worked for a local security firm, he used to work in the control room and i was a mobile dog handler, we naturaly reminisced a little and it brought back some good memories of my time as a dog handler and the relationship i had with the german sheppard called Tory that the firm used, they also used rottweilers but they were very tempremental and hard to get any reaction from. Tory and i had a great working relationship and seemd to know how eachother ticked. i also took time to take some photographs of houses i used to live in and also some derelict buildings in the town.
those of you who know xkillerx will know that her family dog Nell died the other night, it has obviously upset her a lot, i hate seeing her unhappy or upset and to see her just sit on the bed and start to cry breaks my heart, i really dont think i am verry good at comforting her at all, all i seem to do is offer a shoulder for her head and put my arm round her, i dont seem to be able to offer any words of comfort. i will always be at her side when she needs me and i will try to do anything i can for her but i do feel that i am useless at this and at times make matters worse.
i know she loves me with all her heart but i do wonder why, i dont believe i am a wonderful partner and think i can be very nasty and awkward to live with, but still she stays with me and i love her unconditionally and adore her from her head to her little toes. xkillerx is my world and my reason for being, i dont show her enough that i love her.
anyway, today i have had my nose pierced and it's fucking sore.
i am on holiday at the moment and dont go back to work until the 31st July, we are just dossing around the house and having the odd day out here and there.
cant think of anything else to say so goodbye for now
I'm back from my little trip to see my parents in Swindon, i'm really not a family man in the respect of i have to keep in touch regularly with my family, but i thought i ought to go see my parents. i havent really spoken to either of my brothers for fucking ages, and by ages i dont mean a few months, my eldest brother i havent spoken to properly for about 2 years and as for my other brother fuck knows how many years it has been, weve not been on good terms since i was 15/16.
while i was in Swindon i took time to see a friend i hadnt seen for 2 years, ive known him and his wife for about 13 years and ive seen their 2 kids grow up, they are now 10 and 8 years old. it was great to see them all again and good to hear of his tales as a traffic officer and collision investigator in the Wiltshire Constabulary. I met him when we both worked for a local security firm, he used to work in the control room and i was a mobile dog handler, we naturaly reminisced a little and it brought back some good memories of my time as a dog handler and the relationship i had with the german sheppard called Tory that the firm used, they also used rottweilers but they were very tempremental and hard to get any reaction from. Tory and i had a great working relationship and seemd to know how eachother ticked. i also took time to take some photographs of houses i used to live in and also some derelict buildings in the town.
those of you who know xkillerx will know that her family dog Nell died the other night, it has obviously upset her a lot, i hate seeing her unhappy or upset and to see her just sit on the bed and start to cry breaks my heart, i really dont think i am verry good at comforting her at all, all i seem to do is offer a shoulder for her head and put my arm round her, i dont seem to be able to offer any words of comfort. i will always be at her side when she needs me and i will try to do anything i can for her but i do feel that i am useless at this and at times make matters worse.
i know she loves me with all her heart but i do wonder why, i dont believe i am a wonderful partner and think i can be very nasty and awkward to live with, but still she stays with me and i love her unconditionally and adore her from her head to her little toes. xkillerx is my world and my reason for being, i dont show her enough that i love her.
anyway, today i have had my nose pierced and it's fucking sore.
i am on holiday at the moment and dont go back to work until the 31st July, we are just dossing around the house and having the odd day out here and there.
cant think of anything else to say so goodbye for now
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priscila:
lock:
You were a dog handler? thats cool!