xzombiex

time to update my blog me thinks

work this week has dragged like fuck and has been extremely hard and boring, i've not had much to do due to work undertaking its six monthly stock take.

for the past week i have had my drum kit for sale on ebay and so far it hasnt received any bids and doesnt look like it will sell, i need it to go as we dont have the room for it and i am unable to play them anymore due to my carpal tunnel syndrome in my wrists, which sucks a lot, my wrists are getting worse and restricting things i am able to do.

i keep forgetting to take my tablets which isnt good, i know i am on them for a reason and they do help but i hate having to take them everyday i hate admitting i need them and there is a problem.

I have a new music video in my collection thanks to imyourgodnow he has sent me a copy of the W.A.S.P video LIVE at the Lyceum, it was one hell of a surprise and will no doubt be played until it dies.

I am madly in love with xkillerx and i will do anything for her in life, but i do feel that i am not being 100% fair to her at the moment, i seem to be very moody and take it out on her every now and then, this is a side of me i hate and want to change for her and for me.

oh well thats enough rambling for now