xynnedra

I know I'm cute but soo hot that a guy gives me a goofy smile then trips over himself & then keeps giving me the goofy smile everytime he looks @ me... O & of course can't look me in eye. Didn't realize I was that hot.

Had a bad day... I am extremely i don't know what I am I just am. I want to hit something and cry. Meh, that is as much of a rant as I can do without sounding like I'm whining.

I am looking to get some new tats...I want a hello kitty on my hip to coinside with the superman on the other...Yeah I know what do they have in common....Well they were both things I adored since I was a child and I still love them...so I gotta do that one. but I also would like to get a Jack and Sally from Nightmare...
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Had a bad day again. Car wouldn't start, waited 2 hours for a jump, (at least battery isn't completely dead). Had to fill the whole tank....yay gas...least boss was nice enough to take my half day today. Got to work at 1pm... (but yay there was a thanksgiving luncheon...free food) Had to deal with stupid patients......Yay stupid parents... Then my roommate calls my oven was...
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Officialy 30 for over a month. I think I'm going through a mid-life crisis. I wanna learn to surf and skydive and fly a plane. I also hate my job, I hate wearing scrubs to work and looking like crap. I hate having to scrimp and save to pay for my shoe fetish and love of Dooney pocketbooks...and tats. My job is just that; a...
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I am seriously getting pissed lately...I didn't get accepted in my Masters program and now to prove I am serious about it I have to keep touching base with the Dean of the program to show what I am doing to get into the program. So I have decided I need to do more fun stuff in life...I think I'm too serious lately. So....I'm gonna...
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I'm very bored latey... I need to find more stuff to do and more people to hang out with. People who understand are fun and lively and like getting out of the fucking house... I tell people lets' hang and in all honesty they automatically go well I can go to your house so and so day or you can come here. I understand money's...
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I'm sooo bored lately... I'm also exhausted, with waking up at 530 in the am to hit the gym 4 days a week, I think I'm going delousional....I don't remember why I started going to the gym, but I finally have a work out partner so I like going,cause we bullshit and push each other. People tend to stop and gawk at us and our...
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Independence is great and all, but when you are always independent and everyone's depending on you... You just want to be able to lean on someone. You just want someone to wrap their arms around you even just for a little bit and say "I got this, you relax for a little bit." This world is cold, it's desolate and frozen and the only person...
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I hate choices sometimes... you never know if your making the right choice or if what your doing is the biggest mistake of your life... And lately all the choices in my life are scaring the living shit outta me. I want to go back to school and I want to finish getting my degree. So I will finally have my masters but for some...
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