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So I saw a neurologist for my migraines, apparently my migraines are a little odd so I have to get a MRI done. They need to rule out leisons on my brain... Lol I can't do anything halfway.

So random bad day... don't really wanna go through the whole details cause I really just want to forget it... Today is a day I just want to be cuddled and have someone else take care of me and things, but I don't have that so I just basically gotta handle by myself. I have tons of things that are on my list of need...
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so work out today too....omg I hate cardio....i know it's good for me but I hate it... I went today late gym was dead I guess cause it holy Saturday (in my head I am posting this blog in an Irish Brogue. who knows why it just seems to need it today) So no weight training cause the red shirts (trainers that walk the floor...
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Omg so much pain... Hit gym today haven't been to gym in a minute got a good hurts so good workout. Now I need a feels so good rub down

So fuck.... I think I fucked myself. I need to fix my Fairy and there is this long story where I asked if I could be fit in last weekend to fix it my artist said he would try but never confirmed.... so I should have called to ask if he was gonna be able to well ether way I didn't get done and so...
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I hate giving people advice, I don't do it usually unless really asked & lately I don't waste my breath because people don't listen. I feel I have to say something this time whether or not this person will heed my advice is another thing. If you are really into someone you really should say something. Now if a person is constantly in a relationship...
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Things to do:
get passport
get motorcycle license
learn to skydive
re-learn to surf
re-learn to snowboard
go to California
go to Oregon
go to Ireland
go to Mexico
hmm what else

So have a headache, samething for 2 days. I got a wii fit gotta find a way to fit that in everyday. I want to tone up I am extremely determined to be sexy. Lol or sexier. Yeah I'm insane but I have a plan I wanna be a SG & I don't wanna any reason to be denied. Now if the headache could go...
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Need to change my attitude b4 i get too down. Body, Mind, Spirit if one of those is outta sync your sick. My Mind is outta sync...Gotta run, gotta box, gotta fight, gotta meditate, gotta pray, and hope that that helps my mind get back in with the rest of me. I wish I had someone in NYC to workout with to help me get...
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I hate being bipolar sometimes. I love when in I am manic. I accomplish more, I am more fun, I focus better, and I am a lot more confident. But right now, what goes up must come down, so I am going down. I am constantly on the verge of tears and I am scared of who I am and what I am trying to...
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