I can honestly say my bipolar disorder is a bit out of whack right now. I'm becoming hypomanic and i can't control it. Mine manifests in strong sexual desires so I'm in constant need of sex bad part no steady partner at moment which means I kinda just look for anyone I'm willing tofuck my judgement is cloudy & my gut instinct gets thrown out meaning I may not realize I'm in trouble till to late. I'm trying to figure something else out like going to gym & working out. I'm also scared of what happens next cause what goes up must come down. & I come down hard!!!!! I haven't reached the level where I'm not scared yet... But that may go soon. I may need help.
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Hopefully things will go well at the new job when I start next month. At the very least it should be at a better run department than my current job and that's good enough for me.