xynnedra

Independence is great and all, but when you are always independent and everyone's depending on you... You just want to be able to lean on someone. You just want someone to wrap their arms around you even just for a little bit and say "I got this, you relax for a little bit." This world is cold, it's desolate and frozen and the only person I can rely on is me...It's been proven time and time again, everyone lets me down....It comes down to the fact that most times I walk around with probably 2 dollars in my pocket for a whole week, but at least I have a roof over my head and my bills paid and a car todrive..i even have to food to eat everyonce in awhile. So what if I totally need new sneakers and a vacation...I work like 6 days a week and 3 of those days I am usually doing double shifts... just to cover life... I am too proud to ask for help and I don't want people to think all I want from them is money... And all my friends have their own drama i dont' want to drag them down too. Thanks blog....lol