xyla

I wish I was out of school. It is driving me nuts...all I do is work, work, and then even more work. I go to school all day 2 days a week and then work every other day, every week- I am seriously afraid that I will go insane if I don't get one day every now and then to sleep in and smoke....cigarettes all day long. I bought a new pink purse yesterday and all I want to do is punk it out and put the best song ending ever "I'm getting pissed destroy" on it because that is what I want to do with myself in a semi-civil way. Is that so much to ask? The time to make one purse??
Ok my rant is over, I am actually feeling much better. My extreme crazy paranoid stress reached a breaking point on Friday night when my boy couldn't come out to my place as planned cause his car was not workin. I kinda lost it, then he was really nice, then I took a pill that was not prescribed to me and needless to say I was relaxed.
The rest of the weekend was pretty good, working and hanging out basically. It was nice not to be a paranoid crazy.
I have lost all direction in my writing, sorry.
A few weeks ago I sold a drawing I did to a girl so she could get it tattooed on her back and she actually did. I got to see it today and it was so cool to see something I drew tattooed on someone else (I've drawn some of mine, but one someone else is entirely different). It was pretty cool.
My application pictures did not get taken this weekend, mainly because I was too relaxed due to alcohol to remember. But my boy is into it as much as me now so it should me soon. I promise lol.
I still have another paper to write by Wednesday and tomorrow will probably be dedicated to correcting the shitty paper I write today so I better get out of here. Later y'all