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Got the new Metroid game yesterday. I love it, but I am already stuck. I am thinking of getting the guide, but I don't want to spend the extra money..... besides if it's something simple, I will feel really stupid.


Man, I am in the mood for a grilled cheese sandwich right now.

I'm having problems with mixed moods right now. To me, mixed is worse than simple being depressed. Luckily I will be seeing my psychiatrist in a week.

Ugh... I feel like I can run a marathon right now.

I somehow managed to cut my crevice. I have no idea how. It's really sore and hurts like hell.

Sometimes I wish I didn't have responsibilites.

Being bipolar sucks.

Can't wait until I get my disability check on the first.

I was applying to a job online, and it put me in a foul mood because I had to remember all of the crappy jobs I had in the past. A real buzzkill.

I am at an early crossroads. I am at a loss in so many ways. I am just so unsure of path that lies ahead of me. An irrational fear has been...
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One of the hardest debts to pay is the debt you owe to yourself.

I have the same dream every night. That I am in high school and I keep forgetting the combination to my locker. I keep forgetting my class schedule, and I keep getting lost. And everyone hates me.

I graduated from high school ten years ago.

Same dream every single night for...
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Part of growing up is letting go. Part of growing up is moving on. It's seems easy for some and excessively difficult for others. But without the ability to let go and move on, you will stop.

Your body will continue to age at the same rate as everyone around you, but your mind will be stuck in childhood/ high school/ college.

You have to...
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Every day that goes by, I feel my desire to get serious about writing again growing. That's a really good thing, because lately I haven't had much of a drive to do much writing.

I have a lot of ideas. It feels good.

Changed my alias, hope you don't mind. Feels better.

I have reactivated my love affair with yogurt. I love you, yogurt.

I also love peanut butter. We go through a lot of peanut butter at home.

Comfort food is awesomeness.

I need to get writing soon. Really. A writer should be writing. Once I get started again I'll be fine. But right this moment all...
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I love recieving packages in the mail. Even when I am expecting something it's still exciting.

Ferrets never get boring. I can watch them all day. If only my cats got along with them. Thursday tolerates them but isn't too fond of them. Garfield seriously can't them. Seriously.

Since I just relaxed my hair, my hair color has been mostly pulled out. So I trying...
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