Thanks for all the Birthday wishes and Happy Valentines Day!
Was feeling like shit last night, but.... today is my 29th birthday!!!! I think it's going to be a good day!
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sunofnone:
Happy Birthday!
stcyr:
happy birthday, & nice new ink 
Hope everyone is having a good weekend so far.
I will be seeing my best friend in a few hours. After what my husband put me through last night, I am really looking forward to seeing him.
I should have just put spouse in jail last night, but I lost my nerve.
Her are some of my dreams.
1) Go to SCHOOL for mortuary science....
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I will be seeing my best friend in a few hours. After what my husband put me through last night, I am really looking forward to seeing him.
I should have just put spouse in jail last night, but I lost my nerve.
Her are some of my dreams.
1) Go to SCHOOL for mortuary science....
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rokko:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, lovely!!!
I'll be 29 in 11 days. Blah.
kraven:
You do!!!! You zip it pretty lady!!!
Had a pretty good weekend. That is all. I am still depressed about some things.
I am binging at night again. And I was doing so well. 
merlowe:
Hmmm 
well you can always start over by doing better than dong well and do Great!
Thats what new years are for!!
Right
well you can always start over by doing better than dong well and do Great!
Thats what new years are for!!
Right
I hate being torn.
jaxy:
+1
jaxy:
I don't feel comfortable writing out certain things anywhere. I don't want certain people reading it and it's impossible to hide something 100%. It's not that I'm keeping my feelings inside, I'm just not going into detail about the things in my life.
Like I've said, my local post office is the only one I've ever had trouble with when it comes to mailing things. And it's been nonstop. Just one item here and there I can kind of overlook. Like when I lived in Tahoe and one box to me never arrived despite tracking confirming the delivery. It still upsets me that I lost out on money by not getting my package but it was the only time the post messed up in the 6 months I lived there. I've been here a year... and the last few months 90% of the things I've sent had gotten messed up in one way or another.
Like I've said, my local post office is the only one I've ever had trouble with when it comes to mailing things. And it's been nonstop. Just one item here and there I can kind of overlook. Like when I lived in Tahoe and one box to me never arrived despite tracking confirming the delivery. It still upsets me that I lost out on money by not getting my package but it was the only time the post messed up in the 6 months I lived there. I've been here a year... and the last few months 90% of the things I've sent had gotten messed up in one way or another.
Going through some emotion stuff. I hope everyone else is okay.
Okay... if someone was saying some fucked up shit about your family, I'm sure you would be upset, right? I know I would be.
But what if someone was telling the absolute truth about someone in your family, and it just happened to be fucked up??? Wouldn't you want to know if someone in your family was doing something wrong?? If someone in your family...
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But what if someone was telling the absolute truth about someone in your family, and it just happened to be fucked up??? Wouldn't you want to know if someone in your family was doing something wrong?? If someone in your family...
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jaxy:
The fact that you know you can leave and it will no longer be your problem yet you still care to see that he finds help says a lot about you as a person. Good things.
His family could simply be in denial. I know mine is (the little I talk to) about my depression and such. Being that you can't get the help needed from them and running away to save yourself isn't an option you wish to take, I suggest going to someone else for help. I know the military has people you can go to for such things. At the same time I know this could greatly harm your husbands career and possibly make him angry enough to harm you. However in the long run what is more important his military career or his life?
On you staying... are you staying just to see he gets help? Or are you staying because you think with help you two will last? I only ask because if you're only staying so he gets help than you need to leave. You can still contact all of the military options for seeking aide for him and get yourself out so that he doesn't take anything out on you.
Some people can change and some people can't. It sucks but it's the truth.
His family could simply be in denial. I know mine is (the little I talk to) about my depression and such. Being that you can't get the help needed from them and running away to save yourself isn't an option you wish to take, I suggest going to someone else for help. I know the military has people you can go to for such things. At the same time I know this could greatly harm your husbands career and possibly make him angry enough to harm you. However in the long run what is more important his military career or his life?
On you staying... are you staying just to see he gets help? Or are you staying because you think with help you two will last? I only ask because if you're only staying so he gets help than you need to leave. You can still contact all of the military options for seeking aide for him and get yourself out so that he doesn't take anything out on you.
Some people can change and some people can't. It sucks but it's the truth.
strider57:
Chicago is coming January 11th. When I first heard, I was skeptical, because they are coming to a new venue here locally I haven't been to yet, but it's is true!! Normally, we go over to Houston and see them at the Woodlands that seat like 20,000 people and it's always sold out!! But the new place here is 60,000 square feet and seats like 6,000 people. Tickets are $66.00 each, which is about twice what we would normally pay for a show at the Woodlands, but it's a small venue, so every seat is a good seat!! Chicago is coming on a Tuesday night, so no doubt they are just stopping by on their way to some place larger!! Still, I guess it's worth Chicago's time to stop off a few hours for $300,000.00?
EVerything will be okay eventually.
nickstone:
I really do hope so, many hugs to you 
katya:
thank you, they say about 5 million trees were burnt and it will take years to restore the area