xxxholic

Ugh.... something is going on with my ear.

It started out as a feeling of pressure, now it's just a throbbing pain. Part of my face hurts. I already have to be at the VA clinic for something else, but they are squeezing me in a little earlier so a nurse can check me out.

Hope I'm ok. Probably just an infection.

I did a crap load of laundry.... which involved washing a 30 year old pair of jeans. Awesomeness. They were my dad's.

I really wish that my spouse would get help. He is destroying me completely. I don't know what to do anymore.

My world is just pure darkness.

On Saturday some jack-off will be buring a bunch of Quarans for no good reason.

sigh

My cats slept with me all day. That was the highlight.

I have been talking to my mom everyday on the phone. I think it is helping me a lot.

Hope everyone enjoyed themselves today.

I really wish I owned a flute. I miss playing the flute.

I miss a lot of things.

So I survived another weekend with the alcoholic. Barely. Calling my mother helped. I seriously wonder if something is wrong with that man. He's delusional. He treats me like shit and ends up being mad at me because he convinces himself that I treated HIM like shit. He needs help.

I am tired of a lot of things. I feel like I am married to...
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Thanks, AdRock! I didn't think to check the internet since the game only came out a few days ago, but I found a good walkthrough. Saves me 20 bucks. As I predicted, it was something so simple.

Now I am stuck again, but on a boss. I know what to do, but I just can't do it. The timing has to be just right....
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Got the new Metroid game yesterday. I love it, but I am already stuck. I am thinking of getting the guide, but I don't want to spend the extra money..... besides if it's something simple, I will feel really stupid.


Man, I am in the mood for a grilled cheese sandwich right now.

I'm having problems with mixed moods right now. To me, mixed is worse than simple being depressed. Luckily I will be seeing my psychiatrist in a week.

Ugh... I feel like I can run a marathon right now.

I somehow managed to cut my crevice. I have no idea how. It's really sore and hurts like hell.

Sometimes I wish I didn't have responsibilites.

Being bipolar sucks.