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EVerything will be okay eventually.

Hope everyone had a lovely Thanksgiving. For anyone who had to work retail for Black Friday: Bless you, and I hope you can get some rest. I was supposed to work at Gamestop today, but when I got there, I was asked to come in tomorrow (Saturday) instead.

I just ordered a pizza. Yum.

I hope everyone has a fantastic weekend.

I know that I want to file for divorce. In fact, every time I think about filing for divorce I get excited and happy. But it's still this weird fear that is holding me back.

I have never gotten a divorce before, nor do I really know anyone personally that has gone through the process.

It's the unknown factor that is keeping me from going...
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I have a brand new puppy. That is all for now.

Can't find my damn tweezers Hope everyone is having a good week so far. I'm doing pretty good myself.

I am very proud of myself. I did something extremely scary. I have some closure now.

Right now I am processing some old memories and emotions. I guess when I had serious problems with mental illness things stopped for me, while everyone else kept living.

I am finally dealing with some things that I couldn't deal with years ago, and it is knocking the wind out of me.

At least I am healthy enough to deal with it.

This is the first time in over a year that a weekend meant anything to me. Since I am finally working and I don't work this weekend, it actually means something again.

I have a few things to do this weekend. I have to pick up a few things from the Navy Exchange, change all the animal cages, a load of laundry, and general house...
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I bought a nice bicycle for the times when I don't have a vehicle. I just need to get a small backpack. I couldn't find a helmet the fits my big head at walmart, so I had to order one from the internet.


The alcoholic struck again. I really don't know how much more I can take. Because of him I lost my career and...
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I brought one of my Sims back to life by feeding her ghost Ambrosia. I had to. She was only a teenager and she got hit by a meteorite. So instead of enjoying the game I just bought, I spent the last few days (real time) devoting myself to making ambrosia.

The game did not recognize what happened at all. Nothing. She was just back...
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It's been awhile. I have a new IMac. Yay! And I have two new jobs!

Spouse says I have a fever. I also have a sore throat. The pain I am in is attrociuos. I am waiting for the clinic to contact me about a referral to the VA hospital in Reno ( an hour away).

It's hot in here.

Can't think right now.