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As of today, I have lost 15 pounds! Yay!
I only have 10 more to go, and after that it's just toning up.

I have applied to be a Suicide Girl, and I have passed that process. Now it's just some "paperwork" and putting up my first set.

I am thinking of being a Suicide Girl.... but I am scared to death. My body got all funhouse mirror on me when I started taking Seroquel. I have been losing weight, and I have stopped taking that medication, but I am so paranoid about my body. Mostly my stomach.

My doc changed my meds so now I can't sleep. Blah

Days seems to be getting better. I hope my attitude changes.

I have new pictures. Check them out.

I am feeling a little better today. I guess all I can do is live day to day.

For some reason, getting a fresh hair cut always makes me feel better.

Arrgh! I want to punch something.

It's so weird. I never feel like exercising. When I do force myself to exercise, I feel so good afterwards.

I don't know what to do or say.

I really just hope that things will get better soon.... because I am tired of feeling sad and sick everyday.

I am crying my eyes out right now. I confided in someone today about something serious and they betrayed my trust. I don't know what to do.

It's weird. I woke up this morning and I don't care about idiots anymore.