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Well.... I was right. Today WAS a bad day.

It's weird that I can be so bummed but have this strong positivity inside of me. I can still smile somehow.

Well the day isn't over yet technically, it can still turn around. If not, tomorrow will be better.

I have an eerie feeling that today is going to be a bad day.

7pm Shower time. It was something I invented when I was still in the Navy. A lot of times showers would be rushed because I had to PT then go to work. So I invented this time that I would take my sweet time showering or bathing, throw on music, light some candle and do WHATEVER until about 815pm. I was always record it, too....
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I wish I could go to a party or something.

Only time will heal. Only time will tell.

I'm so restless. I hate being restless.

It's weird, but I believe it's entirely possible to want to die without being suicidal.

Nothing to do. NOthing to say.

Oh yeah. I forgot that it's the weekend. When all breaks loose usually.

Today is a beautiful day. With all my heart, I hope that all of you have a wonderful weekend. If you work weekends, then I hope you can at least enjoy some time to yourself. I love you guys. I'll see you tomorrow!

I really hope my luck changes soon. Things just keep getting worse.

I hope everyone is having or will have a good day. You all are amazing.