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Saturday Nov 22, 2003

Nov 22, 2003
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why is it i have become so used to sadness that happiness scares the shit outta me ?

i have goals
i am becoming more productive
i am in a cool relationship
i have great friends
i am doing things i have always wanted to but never thought i could

yet it is terrifying me at the same time it exhilerates me.
bombshellbetty:
That's not corny. It's a lot of work to get into everyone's head, though. Because there's no such thing as objective reality, and you'd have to see every version of yourself for your wish to come true. surreal

Fear and change go hand in hand, I find. Even with good change. Good healthy anxiety is a sign that you're growing, that it's an adventure, no?

kiss
Nov 23, 2003
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Sadness is a reliable place to be, is why. Being happy, we fear disappointment, a change of mood. But, you know. We can't always be happy, nor can we always be sad. It's the roller coaster of life, right? One doesn't mean anything without the other.

And oh god I must be tired because I'm rambling. Go with it! Have fun! Just love what you have, and if it does stop, love that you have had it, and that is so much better than not knowing at all. kiss
Nov 24, 2003

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