New blog.
Ok so here's the thing... i can't trust people. i can't, it won't happen. right now this very instant i honestly don't think my best friend will last in my life. why? because no matter how much people before him have said they'd last they never did.
now my memory is bad and i can never remember the things i need to so...
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Ok so here's the thing... i can't trust people. i can't, it won't happen. right now this very instant i honestly don't think my best friend will last in my life. why? because no matter how much people before him have said they'd last they never did.
now my memory is bad and i can never remember the things i need to so...
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things and stuff, stuff and things. i'm feeling really weird about silliness lately so i'm thinking i'm not gonna be on there anymore, at least for a good while. anyone that wants to talk can message me. i'll be around of course but more or less lurking and messaging certain people.
cptpyjama:
I'll miss you in Silliness 
I hope you're okay.
I hope you're okay.
kekelyn:
awww we shall miss you darling! 
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user038538:
and all that showering!! sexy!
korin:
/gigglefit
in my butt
in my butt
Ok new blog time. so this one is asking all you kind people for participation. i'm planning on doing a video blog but i need your help. i need you guys to ask me questions, give me topics, ask for me to say something specifically for you, anything. just fucking give me stuff to say you silly ass people. just give me anything.
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brightredscream:
You should give me a shout out and tell me how awesome I am....
I'm kidding!
I'm kidding!
meatpieboy:
xxtmntxx, what's in a name? What's your name mean? I want that in the video blog.
I've gotten to this point in my life where i don't want to keep people in my life for very long. i've never had people in my life that have lasted, and finally i've gotten to that point where i just don't want them to.
i hate more than anything to hurt people i care about. and there's no way in hell that i'm not...
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i hate more than anything to hurt people i care about. and there's no way in hell that i'm not...
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c_iggy:
Hey dude! I don't know what it is you are going through but you sound the way I do once in a while. lol. Talking to strangers is usually a good enough remedy for whatever haunts your mind sometimes.
Whatever it is, mate, shit happens and it is sometimes as inevitable as the rise of the sun. Nothing better to do but take it in stride and try to amend whatever wrongs you've done, and apologize to those deserving of it.
keep your chin up dude. And don't hesitate to come knockin if you need to talk and get shit outta your head before it blows up.
Whatever it is, mate, shit happens and it is sometimes as inevitable as the rise of the sun. Nothing better to do but take it in stride and try to amend whatever wrongs you've done, and apologize to those deserving of it.
keep your chin up dude. And don't hesitate to come knockin if you need to talk and get shit outta your head before it blows up.
ms_magdalena:
xxtmnt87xx said:
my mind is a rollercoaster, it goes up and thinks about good things, it heads down and thinks about bad things, but in the end it ends up in the same place thinking about the same thing.
You don't say, huh? Our blogs are similar like that today, apparently.
Ms_Magdalena said:
What a wild rollercoaster this life is, eh? Too bad I hate rollercoasters.
And sweetie - you haven't hurt anyone, ok?
♥
I'm not a creative person. i've never known what to say. i don't have an overwhelming knowledge on one subject. i'm just average. i look at these people, that are intelligent, and creative, artistic and funny, and i wish i could be one of those people. i wish more than anything i could have an outright intelligent conversation, but i feel like i'm still such...
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user038538:
c'mon, it's easy to look at the artistic cool guy and think he's so cool...that's what he wants you to think and that's why he tries so hard to be artistic and cool (most of the time)
brightredscream:
You must have a talent - we all do ♥
Meh. i feel bleh, same reasons as usual not gonna go into it really. basically, i miss her, i'm lonely, i want a relationship, i don't like who i am. simple enough.
on another note... my beard is coming along nicely. i just need to shave my neck really, which as soon as the bathroom is done i will do. i think the bathroom should...
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on another note... my beard is coming along nicely. i just need to shave my neck really, which as soon as the bathroom is done i will do. i think the bathroom should...
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user038538:
you must be gettin' a pretty hairy neck
brightredscream:
I don't like who I am either.
*HUGS*
x x x
*HUGS*
x x x
Feeling kinda crappy again. i dunno. it seems like unless i have someone to constantly talk to i feel like crap. really the times i feel worst are when i'm at work doing my thing in the cellar, pulling shit putting it on the rollers and all that good fun. gives me time to think and i always think of the same person. i watch...
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ms_magdalena:
Oh no no, I definitely wanted to see you naked.
beaky:
I really wish I could stop being so busy, but its not really my call...
;D
;D
Ok so the past couple weeks have been getting better and better for me in some aspects. so yeah i started working at my current job about 3 years ago. and i met the kid that's currently my best friend while working there about 1.5 years ago maybe. he's awesome. he knows all about my depression and such, and like when i am depressed he...
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user038538:
beards are my favorite! my bf shaved his off a few weeks ago and we almost broke up about it...he grew it back...poor guy.
perilouspup:
A). She's right, girls appreciate scruff!
B). And they say working out helps a lot with depression. (And if you could get one of those self-absorbed bitches on the treadmill to smile at you once and a while, it would help +1)
C). I wondered if Calypso's compulsive Oreo eating was the real reason for why she got so big.... (that must have been hard to deal with in Jr. High)
D). Denver, the Last Dinosaur?? How did I ever miss that one?
B). And they say working out helps a lot with depression. (And if you could get one of those self-absorbed bitches on the treadmill to smile at you once and a while, it would help +1)
C). I wondered if Calypso's compulsive Oreo eating was the real reason for why she got so big.... (that must have been hard to deal with in Jr. High)
D). Denver, the Last Dinosaur?? How did I ever miss that one?
I try to be a good person but when all is said and done i'm not.
i'm not the person i wanted to grow up to be. when i say that i don't mean that i don't have the things i want. i mean when i was younger i saw who i wanted to be. i wanted to be a kind and caring person who...
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i'm not the person i wanted to grow up to be. when i say that i don't mean that i don't have the things i want. i mean when i was younger i saw who i wanted to be. i wanted to be a kind and caring person who...
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sillyokio:
:hugs:
i don't hate you.
i don't hate you.
ontothenext:
take it easy! people can change... you can still become the person you want to be. Its never too late to do that.
Trust is a relative thing.
I dont trust people. Although I have a much broader sense of trust than most. I'm a seriously open guy and to those willing to listen, stranger or friend alike, I'll bare my soul. That's not trust in my book though...
I trust myself. That's about it. I'm the only one who's always gonna be there for myself. Way I see it, that's all everyone else needs. That, and a good pal to talk to from time to time, and that can be pretty much anyone
Trust is a relative thing.