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Blah. i'm sick of not having someone in my life that would rather talk to me than anything else in the world. i'm sick of always feeling like i rather talk to a specific person than do anything else. i'm sick of falling for a girl so incredibly quickly. i wish i could just change like everything about me.

People infuriate me so much some...
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user304975207:
i completely understand. myself? im a complete emotional basketcase now.
user304975207:
that made me laugh.
peanut butter jelly time
peanut butter jelly time
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jennylou:
you didn't?!?!? wow.... where have you been!?!?! I had thought everyone had known that... in fact you did know that!! You replied on here!! tongue (((hugs)))
jennylou:
sorry... I am a bit dense today... haven't slept yet...
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I wonder how often vaginas get splinters from getting wood inside of them.

my penis is lonely, it needs a friend for a play date.

my heart is lonely, the last person to play with it slammed it on the ground and stepped on it, it needs a good massaging.

I wonder if i would be a good transition boyfriend for a lesbian O.o, i'm...
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user304975207:
hes adorable but he is a horny puppy. its kinda gross.
dreamarie:
Extremely understandable abstract feelings. Kisses and hugs.
Who doesnt want all those things kiss kiss
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i have no more hope.

i've always been single,

i will always be single.

i lost the only person in my life that i never wanted to lose.

all i've ever wanted to do was to be in love, and when i finally did i didn't even get to be with her in person.

i was happy for a while.
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jennylou:
sweetie, you are going to be happy again... it just takes time kiss
havilah:
Hey there!!!!! kiss
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Plans fell through. no surprise. bought skittles and super glue to start my big project. dunno how long it's gonna take, i got a lot of letters to do. also need to figure out how to do the red tipped yellow roses.
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i hate people.

i'm never gonna have a girlfriend.

people think i'm crazy for not wanting to lose the girl i'm in love with.

i'm getting worse. i really want to down a full bottle of motrin or something
cecelia:
i feel like that too sometimes, but i'd never do it.

and i feel your pain on the partner thing. i just broke off my relationship with my son's dad, we've been together 5 years, and sometimes i feel like the only thing about him that wasn't a waste of my time was the 2 minutes he spend impregnating me with a fabulous kid smile

dont worry. when life gets you down, think of how much worse it could be, if that helps smile

kiss besos!
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so yeah last night kinda made plans to go out drinking thursday night with at least one of the guys from work , maybe/hopefully a few more. the one guy just wants to see me drunk really ;x. and it will be fun times.

i talked to the girl last night sort of. i don't know what's happening with all of that, i mean i...
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user304975207:
nothin wrong with gettin a little drunk
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Bleh. right now i just really don't want to wake up tomorrow anymore. i'm just so god damn sick of people, telling me how wrong i am for being unhappy. or telling me i'm a bad person cause there's other people out there that have gone through worse. i fucking hate everyone that gives me shit cause i'm "emo" it's so fucking retarded hey. you...
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jennylou:
I know hugs totally dont help especially cyber hugs but *hugs* nonetheless.

And Becky is totally right nothing wrong with being sad I am sad a lot and basically I have gone with the school of thought fuck um to those who tell me to just cheer up or people who say you dont have anything to be sad about.
alleycake:
Thanks for saying I'm pretty, and I'm sorry about your back. smile
Sorry about everything else too, don't listen to people who rag on you for having emotions, they're just jealous that your thoughts/personality runs deeper than theirs (don't ever say you'd choose to be like them cause trust me, you woulden't.) You still have to wake up tomorrow, and everything will pass and your time will come and all that shit. Just hang in there, you don't seem shy to me, harness your sg personality in real life, practice on girls you know and don't get too negative or else you'll only draw negativity your way. I know I don't know you and this probably won't make you feel any better, but I've felt what you're feeling so I thought I'd say something more than my first line (which is all I came here to do lol.) If you wanna talk more and whatnot I'd love to, hope I get to see you happier. smile
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i feel like i need a more positive update, but i don't have much so i'll try to come up with stuff.

So i've started getting into working out, and i think that this week or next week i'm gonna get full into it, and go 3 times a week not just once a week. i want to have a more muscular body and i...
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