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i'm leaving... seriously i just am sick of so much shit here. i get misunderstood with meaning of things all the god damn time and people get pissed off at me over it.

if i don't sensor myself, or make sure i say things perfectly amazing elequent i get people posting shit about how disgusted with some people they are. i just can't do this anymore. if i wanted to argue all the time and have people hate me i'd probably be more into politics and i'd be on the CE boards all the time.

i just outright hate people. people can be so cruel and non-understanding. they jump to conclusions about motives that are always the worst possible, and they always try to make me seem like the most awful person ever. i don't like it, i don't need it.

i have to be perfect for so fucking many people or i get pointed out how much of a failure i am.

that being said i'm not saying it's everyone and i am not overexagerating.

i'm not a good person, i think about myself far too much and others far too little, i don't know how to interact with people the right way because it always seems i mess up and hurt someone or say something hurtful when i don't mean it to be. i really should die.