xxtmnt87xx

I'm not a creative person. i've never known what to say. i don't have an overwhelming knowledge on one subject. i'm just average. i look at these people, that are intelligent, and creative, artistic and funny, and i wish i could be one of those people. i wish more than anything i could have an outright intelligent conversation, but i feel like i'm still such a child. i feel like i haven't grown up at all, and at times i really hate it. the only thing i've really got is that i'm a Lover. my heart is so completely full of love that i'd do anything for a person i loved. i would do what it took to make them happy if i could, i would try my fuck hardest to make her feel like she was the only person that mattered... but without any of the other stuff... without something to get someone interested, all that i would do, all that i would feel, means absolutely nothing.

i wish i could make the world happy, but i can't even make myself happy.