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think about this. what do you contribute to the world? what do you do that means anything? what do you have to say to make anyone interested or make it affect someone's life? what is so important about you?

i think about things like that all the time. and honestly there's nothing that i can think of for answers. i don't have anything to talk about other than myself. i don't have anything interesting or anything funny to say. i have nothing to contribute to the world.

what do i have to say that anyone would want to read, that would make anyone notice me? nothing. i've honestly got nothing to say... but that doesn't mean i don't want to say something. i guess that's how i've felt a lot lately... i feel that with this girl. i want her to be a part of my life. i want her love more than anything but if i can't have that i still want her to be in my life. i want to talk to her but i have no idea what i would say. but it doesn't matter. because just having her in my life would mean so much to me. bleh i didn't even want to get into this.

in the end people view you for what you do for them, the entertainment you give them the news you bring them, how happy you can make them by telling them what they want to hear. in the end it doesn't matter how genuine of a person you are if you can't show yourself off in other ways, and if you don't have that then you're fucked in life.