I'm so fucking sick of being invisible. i hate it, i hate it so fucking much, going unnoticed never getting any kind of attention. i really wish i could just yell "LOOK AT ME, NOTICE ME, PAY ATTENTION TO ME".

i'm so sick of looking at beautful girls, and just wishing i could find a girl like them, cause i know i never will. i'll never not be needy, i'll never not come off too strong, i'll never not be me. i hate it.

this was supposed to be longer but i had the fucking laggy computer accidently click on a set thing.

i miss her like a mother fucker and always will. i don't know why i ever type this shit anymore no one cares. i'm not interesting and i'm not worth noticing.