What is love? in this day and age, it means so little to most. it's taken so lightly and thrown away with little to no thought. people decide instantly that they love another with even getting to know them in the slightest. people often mistake lust for love.
to me love is sacred. it means something important, it holds deep feelings that just can't be ignored. to me it means being totally willing to change your life in every way possible just to be with the person you love. being willing to protect them with everything you have even if it means risking your life to save theirs or even giving yours to save theirs. it means wanting to better yourself for them, wanting to be perfect for them, wanting to never make them cry, wanting to give them the world.
i'd had feelings for girls on multiple occasions strong feelings, but i always knew it was never love. and maybe i should have fallen in love earlier in my life, or maybe not. but then again maybe not. i know i'll never stop loving her. and yet i really sometimes don't ever want to love again. i wish more than anything that i could stop thinking about her but then again i don't ever want to stop caring about her because that's just who i am.
it's weird... you lose a person that's been in all of your life, someone that's watched you grow, and has always been there for you and has always cared about you and you hurt but you easily get over it. but you lose someone that you've known and loved for only a short time and it so hard to forget them, it's so hard to get over them, it's so hard to goodbye and really be ok with it. i'll never be ok with it.
to me love is sacred. it means something important, it holds deep feelings that just can't be ignored. to me it means being totally willing to change your life in every way possible just to be with the person you love. being willing to protect them with everything you have even if it means risking your life to save theirs or even giving yours to save theirs. it means wanting to better yourself for them, wanting to be perfect for them, wanting to never make them cry, wanting to give them the world.
i'd had feelings for girls on multiple occasions strong feelings, but i always knew it was never love. and maybe i should have fallen in love earlier in my life, or maybe not. but then again maybe not. i know i'll never stop loving her. and yet i really sometimes don't ever want to love again. i wish more than anything that i could stop thinking about her but then again i don't ever want to stop caring about her because that's just who i am.
it's weird... you lose a person that's been in all of your life, someone that's watched you grow, and has always been there for you and has always cared about you and you hurt but you easily get over it. but you lose someone that you've known and loved for only a short time and it so hard to forget them, it's so hard to get over them, it's so hard to goodbye and really be ok with it. i'll never be ok with it.