i'm not liking who i am right now. i don't like how much i crave attention. i don't like that sometimes i feel like the only time i feel like i get so much more attention when i'm unhappy then when happy. and i really just wanna spend the rest of my days in my room in bed.
and to top it off i feel even worse cause all i do is complain and i feel like i'm never thinking about others. i've been slacking on reading blog/journals. and i just wanna make people who are depressed or unhappy, happy. i just want to make them feel amazing. and i can't cause i can't even cheer myself up.
sometimes i don't know if i'm getting better or losing myself even more. my mind body soul and heart feel shattered almost all the time.
and to top it off i feel even worse cause all i do is complain and i feel like i'm never thinking about others. i've been slacking on reading blog/journals. and i just wanna make people who are depressed or unhappy, happy. i just want to make them feel amazing. and i can't cause i can't even cheer myself up.
sometimes i don't know if i'm getting better or losing myself even more. my mind body soul and heart feel shattered almost all the time.
it may seem extreme but maybe you need to vent to a professional.
xo