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i realy really think the world hates me. not the people in it, the cosmic/fate part of it. i duno it always seems to make feel like total and complete crap. so i got a package in the mail today. it was one of the things i ordered for gifts for christmas. it was the only one thing to come seperately, and where does it come from? it came from massilion ohio... that just so happens to be where she lives. of all the fucking places in the U.S. it has to come from the one place i don't ever want to hear of again. i think i'm going insane.

you guys don't have to tell me all the things i should already know. you don't have to tell me how i need to get over her. i know. i'm sorry. i'm sorry i've been unhappy lately.

i promise i'm not usually this depressed in person. i'm better at faking happiness in person. and laughing and all that.