bleh today is a bad day for me. nothing's gone wrong or anything i'm just feeling bleh. and i'm not keeping my mind at bay. i dunno i think these 4 days aren't gonna be that great for my mood.
i think i need to cry. i don't feel like i'm going to. i just feel like i need to. it feels like i should like i need to get one out of me but it just won't show itself.
i think i might drink tonight, i just feel in that type of mood.
that is all.
i think i need to cry. i don't feel like i'm going to. i just feel like i need to. it feels like i should like i need to get one out of me but it just won't show itself.
i think i might drink tonight, i just feel in that type of mood.
that is all.
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thanks for the thought tho darling.
xo
I suffer from depression..really effed up shit..I recently went to a doc, who offered me meds. I dont want meds. I looked at myself in the mirror and decided I NEEDED to turn myself around or I'd end up dead. And I really am not up for the dead thing quite yet.
I drank..Alot. dude I smelled like booze for a few years of my like pretty much all the time.
When I chose to get my shit together I started to pay attention to triggers..booze in no way helped the healing process..It makes shit worse, it really does..Alcohol is a depressant, so really you are just adding salt to the wound.
And for that matter you are just allwing yourself to get comfortable in the spot in which you are sad in. Fuck that. you are bigger and better than that shit man.
I will be here for you .