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So i feel like it's blog time.

i'm really debating quitting my job/looking for a new job. but i fear change which is part of the problem. i asked the manager that does the scheadule to take me off of tuesdays and put me on wednesdays cause the manager on tuesdays keeps going on and on about how my level sucks(a level being straightening out the shelves) and i don't know if he's joking or not but to me having it said to me repeatedly every week gets on my nerves.

i'm a huge pervert. especially lately. all i can think about sometimes is how much i want to give oral, or how much i wish i could lick and kiss every inch of a girls body. just being able to taste every bit of her. gah i just want it so bad.

i gotta take pee right now so i'll be right back. ok i'm back. tried to find food but there was nothing. never anything. i've been getting dominos a lot lately but it's too late for me to get it now.

i feel sometimes like my mind has been ravaged. like i can't think the way i used to like it's just clouded. i don't like that feeling it kinda worries me.

i know i need to change my avatar picture thingy but i don't know what i want to do for it. i was thinking maybe just a picture of my tongue cause that would be fun. but i'm not sure. and i'd have to take a new picture for that. maybe give me some ideas. i dunno.

oh yeah i just got my haircut today just got it cut to about half an inch. not anything special. still need to dye it black. hopefully wednesday.

i wish i didn't have to wait to move back to my parents house i just want to get it over with. of course i don't look forward to a lot of stuff, like my father coming into the bathroom while i'm showering, and i can't really lock the door cause even if i do i'll have to unlock it for him. and other things that he does bothers me.

i think i know why something inside of me wants to be sad. i think for some reason i need to push myself over the edge of sadness in order to become content.

do insane people know they are insane? did they ever question their sanity? or do they think it's eveyone else that's insane? sometimes i wonder if i'm losing my mind. other times i wonder if others are thinking i am.

mind the step children.