i'm on lunch break and i'm really bored. i'm not even eatting anything today cause there's not much to choose from.
i feel like getting suggestions for a blog. like everyone gives me things to talk about or questions about me or anything, but i know i won't get enough topics/ideas so i dunno.
my contentment is very much going back in forth. some days i'm feeling like total and utter shit, and like i'm ignored by civilization, and other days i just don't think about stuff like that at all.
i still think about the girl every day and i wish i didn't. it still really bothers me when people tell me how bad of a person she is because i dunno part of me can understand why it happened the way it did. and part of me still wants to meet her one day.
I FUCKING HATE TRUCK LOAD SALES. don't get me wrong i'm not angry or anything it's just like since i've been full time i've been so god damn busy at work on a normal night that it's just impossible for me to get everything that i want to do done, and truck loads = really good sale = extremely busy. so yeah it kinda sucks.
my brother sent me an e-mail today and i thought it might have been something about being his daugthers god father or something, but it wasn't. doesn't really bother me, cause i was his best man which means a lot. but a weird feeling said it might have been. he just wanted to let me know he bought me a game, and that him and his wife think i should stop by some weekend for dinner and such.
i really crave comments. i dunno, maybe i just want attention, or to feel like i get noticed. and i do notice certain people always leave me comments and i appreciate those comments a lot :-P
for the love of god i just want to give a girl oral, make her have an incredible orgasm or several and then cuddle up in bed afterwards.
i feel like getting suggestions for a blog. like everyone gives me things to talk about or questions about me or anything, but i know i won't get enough topics/ideas so i dunno.
my contentment is very much going back in forth. some days i'm feeling like total and utter shit, and like i'm ignored by civilization, and other days i just don't think about stuff like that at all.
i still think about the girl every day and i wish i didn't. it still really bothers me when people tell me how bad of a person she is because i dunno part of me can understand why it happened the way it did. and part of me still wants to meet her one day.
I FUCKING HATE TRUCK LOAD SALES. don't get me wrong i'm not angry or anything it's just like since i've been full time i've been so god damn busy at work on a normal night that it's just impossible for me to get everything that i want to do done, and truck loads = really good sale = extremely busy. so yeah it kinda sucks.
my brother sent me an e-mail today and i thought it might have been something about being his daugthers god father or something, but it wasn't. doesn't really bother me, cause i was his best man which means a lot. but a weird feeling said it might have been. he just wanted to let me know he bought me a game, and that him and his wife think i should stop by some weekend for dinner and such.
i really crave comments. i dunno, maybe i just want attention, or to feel like i get noticed. and i do notice certain people always leave me comments and i appreciate those comments a lot :-P
for the love of god i just want to give a girl oral, make her have an incredible orgasm or several and then cuddle up in bed afterwards.
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yeah cleaning around here is a never ending job, and i know people say that but mine really is lol... 5 kids and a 3 bedroom house is not all that its cracked up to be
I truly hope you the best in the world you really are sweet and you deserve a sweet girl
glad to see you are having some good days now. it's just like i told you before, the only way is up.
just thought, i wonder if your brother is wanting to ask you to be godfather when you go round for a meal.
take care.