i'm sorry to all of those who worry about me. i'm really truely an emo kid. i cut myself decently today. worse than normal.
the sane part of me says i really shouldn't tell anyone because really the reason i tell people is to get attention, but the not so sane part of me is the part of me that wins. i'm sorry everyone. i'm sorry i dump my problems on here. i'm sorry i'm not happy. i'm sorry i worry you. i'll always be sorry.
the sane part of me says i really shouldn't tell anyone because really the reason i tell people is to get attention, but the not so sane part of me is the part of me that wins. i'm sorry everyone. i'm sorry i dump my problems on here. i'm sorry i'm not happy. i'm sorry i worry you. i'll always be sorry.
i'm worried about you cutting yourself though, i know it is only a short term solution, remember, i've done it myself. i'm going to propose another solution. bare with me, it will take a moment to explain. one day i was feeling so bad that the only solution i could see was death, i was on my own and i was desperate, i didn't know what to do, none of my friends were avaliable. so, i sent my best friend an e-mail saying to delete it and not read it. i poured out everything, all the hurt and pain, all the worry, all my fears, everything. she told me she received it, although i never know to this day if she read it. but it helped ease alot of pressure and avoided me taking my life or cutting myself. so if you want me to be that for you i am happy to. we will never discuss it and you will never know if i read it, but it will relieve the pressure i promise you. try it, please. i am always here for you, remember that.