I am feeling so blah right now. i really really need someone to help me find someone to love. but really how can anyone do that? i just wish i had people to go out with. everyone i work with, except a few, are under 21 so they can't go to bars with me or anything plus i don't think i would want to go with them to bars. the few people that are over 21 i don't think would want to go to the bars with me/i honestly don't think most of them like me. so i really don't have anyone to go out with.
i go to family functions and i just plain hate being there, i feel like i'm always the only one that has no one else there, like no friend/girlfriend. i can't stand it. i feel like a complete loser over it. Blarg.
i feel like i'm just falling deeper and deeper into craziness.
i really really want to write a good blog but really it feels like it's getting harder and harder. like i have good things hapeen for me on occasion but they really aren't the one good thing i've been waiting for. bleh. i just can't get that shit off my mind. i don't want to be single anymore. i don't even just want sex. i want something meaningful i want something stable. i want something that is real. i just want to be in love. i'm a nice guy i'd do anything for a girl, and i'd treat her so incredibly right.
i'm sorry to anyone that reads all this all the time and feels bad for me. that's not what i mean for, i just need to vent some shit, and so yeah this is where i feel i can do it without worrying about family seeing it.
bleh i need to get some luck... i need to magically find a girl i can be with.
i go to family functions and i just plain hate being there, i feel like i'm always the only one that has no one else there, like no friend/girlfriend. i can't stand it. i feel like a complete loser over it. Blarg.
i feel like i'm just falling deeper and deeper into craziness.
i really really want to write a good blog but really it feels like it's getting harder and harder. like i have good things hapeen for me on occasion but they really aren't the one good thing i've been waiting for. bleh. i just can't get that shit off my mind. i don't want to be single anymore. i don't even just want sex. i want something meaningful i want something stable. i want something that is real. i just want to be in love. i'm a nice guy i'd do anything for a girl, and i'd treat her so incredibly right.
i'm sorry to anyone that reads all this all the time and feels bad for me. that's not what i mean for, i just need to vent some shit, and so yeah this is where i feel i can do it without worrying about family seeing it.
bleh i need to get some luck... i need to magically find a girl i can be with.
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you'll find a girl, but it will probably happen when your not looking
a) I suck at talking to women
b) the only ones I know are either teenagers at work or online and live far away
c) all the girls I meet that I am interested in are taken or inaccessible in some other way
I just want someone to love, to watch movies with, just *be with*. Preferably someone into video games, zombies, and cool music. Is that too much to ask?