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sometimes people are just too predictable. like when my boss make a crack at my last name (we'll just say my last name has the word cock in it) or when people use my member name for part of a joke(not that i mind, just get disappointed in it sometimes). and then other times they are just so incredibly unpredictable, like when it comes to the opposite sex.

i'm so exhausted as of right now, with full time and now playing D2 again i'm getting less sleep and getting more tired.

i complain a lot about being at work, and about how i don't want to go to work, but all in all i like my job. my bosses are really cool, i have some pretty decent co-workers, there are loads of pretty girls that work in the front, and it's an easy ass job. i feel like i get along my bosses real well which is good.

i feel like i'm getting more and more desperate to find a girlfriend, and i'm also feeling more and more frustrated over not having a girl, cause i do often have it thrown in my face but i mean i do kinda bring that on myself. it's just i've only ever cuddled once in my life, and god do i miss that, and i want a girl to be sitting on my lap, and to hold my hand, and to walk in the rain with and to spend my money on. it's just hard to not want someone to spend your time with in your life, and really i've never really had anyone (relationship wise). i kinda wish i could meet someone on here that lives close, that would be splendid.

i miss having someone to talk to all the time, i always say something or do something or feel some way to get rid of the people that i tend to talk to most. it makes me want to try less and less with people sometimes. it sucks that this last person i opened ip so incredibly much to and got feelings for her and fucked things up on.

i need someone to take me out drinking. they don't have to pay or anything just have to go out to the bar with me.

i wanna be a super model. uh huh.